Is anyone still here in 2021?

 This is a legit question. Is there really anyone out there who is still following or reading this blog? I stopped writing in 2013... why someone might ask or not since nobody probably cares, but nevertheless I will tell you a bit about it. 

I stopped because it was a bit of a hard period of my life, nothing serious, I was just a bit lost and searching for myself and my inner peace... 

After moving for Erasmus in Italy, I was a bit lost, but I attended classes and finished all of my exams except my University degree... well I am back to writing it now.. yes now.. after long 8 years I am back at it and my plan is to finish Uni in 2022. Some might think I am crazy, others that I was lazy for not doing it sooner, but yeah probably all of you are right so I am doing it now... why now? Because I somehow feel that that is a chapter of my life still left open and somehow hunting me :) so I am prepared to close it with full support of my husband. 

Yes, my husband... In 2014 I met my soulmate, my everything, the best person I could ever wish for. It was sudden, but expected, I kind of manifested him so I was ready to finally find the One. We got married a year later, the same year I had my first daughter, who is now going to school... still can´t fully process that... and we moved to a different country, Austria, Tyrol, where later our little family of three became a family of five. Yes, five... We have two beautiful girls and a little boy. We found jobs here, our life is now here, even though the language is though I am learning new words everyday. 

And now somehow I stumbled on my blog and just felt the need to write again... maybe because I am in this mood of writing something or maybe because I actually missed writing here. I don´t even know if anyone will read this (If you are somehow here just leave me a comment even an emoji, just so I know if I should continue to write or just leave it be) or it will just be forgotten here like it was since 2013.. I did come back to read my blog many times in the last few years I just never found the courage to write again. I am sorry for the grammar mistakes I am not in the mood to even correct myself or re-read this text and I applaud every single person who took time to read this, although I am pretty sure no one will even take the time to read this. Oh if anyone remembers a post I wrote of maybe one day I will have I diamond too, I have three little diamonds and I also got a real one too :D

Today the world we live in is crazy and maybe its time for me to come back, we will see... 

I will leave you now with few pictures... or if anyone has any interest I am a bit active on Instagram too so anyone interested can come and say Hello :) https://www.instagram.com/sanjacelikovic/

Our backyard

The View

Tyrol